- that fucking clown...spider...whatever the fuck that was...killed me
- woke up in that creepy ass cemetery. didnt feel right for some weird reason. idk how to explain it. i felt...really angry and hateful and shit. like...more than usual. i like killing shit dont get me wrong but when i woke up i wanted to kill anything i locked eyes with. just so happened the first person who came into view was jack.
so i fucked him up real bad. i can assume he bled out after he pushed me back with his ice powers.
- i still couldnt quite scratch that freaky itch so i ended up trying to kill eren too
before you ask the attempt failed because mikasa came in outta nowhere so you can bet your ass i got my just desserts. and now im back to normal. i think. my body feels weird. it hurts when i try to use whip wing.
so there you have it
look i dunno what came over me after i died the first time. i was in control of my body but not my mind. it was like i had an out of body experience and something else took over my physical body. best and only way i can put it.
just know that while ive fucked up before hurting these guys was no intention of mine before this shit happened. i know jacks your buddy so if you feel raw about what happened i dont blame you this time around.
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heres a rough outline
- that fucking clown...spider...whatever the fuck that was...killed me
- woke up in that creepy ass cemetery. didnt feel right for some weird reason. idk how to explain it. i felt...really angry and hateful and shit. like...more than usual. i like killing shit dont get me wrong but when i woke up i wanted to kill anything i locked eyes with. just so happened the first person who came into view was jack.
so i fucked him up real bad. i can assume he bled out after he pushed me back with his ice powers.
- i still couldnt quite scratch that freaky itch so i ended up trying to kill eren too
before you ask the attempt failed because mikasa came in outta nowhere so you can bet your ass i got my just desserts. and now im back to normal. i think. my body feels weird. it hurts when i try to use whip wing.
so there you have it
look i dunno what came over me after i died the first time. i was in control of my body but not my mind. it was like i had an out of body experience and something else took over my physical body. best and only way i can put it.
just know that while ive fucked up before hurting these guys was no intention of mine before this shit happened. i know jacks your buddy so if you feel raw about what happened i dont blame you this time around.